Abbey Glover - Hardest Part

I'm so tired of not feeling anything
So tired of feeling so empty
Where did everything go as wrong, as wrong
As I've always been treated before?
When all I ever really wanted
Was to love and be loved in return

But now
I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part

You say, babe, I want you so
I say I'm so sorry, so sorry, but I gotta let you go
God I hate to say this to you but I think, I think
It's best we stay apart
So run, run, run while you can
Cos I hurt everything that crosses my path
It's just who I am

But now
I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part

Oh, I know deep down I want you so
Cos I dream of us on the beach sand in our toes
Dancing around the early hours of the morning
Hand in hand, softly slowly falling in love with you

But now
I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part